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Internet: New junk I made [06 Jan 2006|01:23am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Yay! I finally accomplished some things for a change! Check out the new links I added *points above*. I made a new website dedicated to my most obsessed over couple of all time: AlbelxNel! ^_^!! I'm so happy it's on it's way to grow up and be a big little sitey. Also I added in the link to my deviantART page. Although I don't have any hand drawn stuff up I have all my little photo-manipulations hanging around there. So happy-happy for a change. EEEEEE! *sqees with excitement*

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Fanfiction News: Necklace of Fear [21 Dec 2005|01:39am]
[ mood | tired ]

Okay so I'm still writing it. I got 3 pages done today (since I threw out that one paragraph). So I think that's a lot of progesss. I'm thinking it'll be around 10 pages when finished so I still have a ways to go. So total complete is around 25% since editing still needs to be done. I'm working on it but Christmas is evil considering I spent my ENTIRE day at the mall and I'm still not done with shoping! Anyways, again, I should go much faster once it's all over and done with past the first of the year and stuff. But I still need time. Maybe another week or two?

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Fanfiction News: Necklace of Fear [09 Dec 2005|12:06am]
[ mood | stressed ]

*Sigh* Here we go... I've just been swamped with work. I totally forgot about the holiday season when I said I'd update on the 19th! What was I thinking?! x_x! I got maybe a paragraph done and I'm thinking about throwing it out besides. Geeze. I'm gonna have to give it a couple extra weeks at least. Sorry guys. Although on the plus side for Alnel fans I did manage to finally finish that site layout with the two of them cuddling for a albelxnel page I'm in the middle of making. Whew! That thing took so long to color I'm gonna die but it looks really nice. I'm at least pleased with that. And if you do read this and my fanfic please feel free to scream at me or comment in any way to me. I know you want to talk with me. Whaaaa I'm so lonely. lol.

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Internet: Survey Maddness! [04 Dec 2005|10:08pm]
[ mood | HYPER! ]

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Jessica or Raven (depends on my mood)
Birthday:I have no birthday. I have been here since the begining of time!
Birthplace:In an unfathomable vortex you couldn't understand.
Current Location:La la land or as most people like to call it. CT
Eye Color:Green and grey but mostly grey
Hair Color:RED! So red it'll make your eyes bleed!
Height:... That's a sore subject. 5"
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:what's that? You mean like nationality? Then Italian or God. Whatever.
The Shoes You Wore Today:Black combat boots. I'll kick your a$$!
Your Weakness:Food.... lots and lots of food. Yum...
Your Fears:If I told you, would you use them against me? Bees! I hate bees!
Your Perfect Pizza:OMG! Pepperoni and jalepinos! (I know I can't spell...)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:...well it's like the end of the year...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol or ^_^! or ^_~! (though that isn't really a phrase)
Thoughts First Waking Up:God damn $%*%$$ alarm!
Your Best Physical Feature:Hmm I kinda like my eyes. They mysterious. Oooooo! *waves hands magically*
Your Bedtime:All kinds of hours. If no working then like 5 in the morning or else it's usually 12.
Your Most Missed Memory:...well if I missed it then it can't be a memory can it?
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi baby!
MacDonalds or Burger King:Burger King all the way!
Single or Group Dates:Single then I can get it on.... um I mean have a private coversation. Yes that's it...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:How about green tea?
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla please
Cappuccino or Coffee:Frapachino
Do you Smoke:Nope
Do you Swear:Hell Yeaz
Do you Sing:If you want to shatter your ear drums.
Do you Shower Daily:What? So you can't camera it? I will NOT tell you my bathing schedual!
Have you Been in Love:Maybe
Do you want to go to College:...not really
Do you want to get Married:Hell no!
Do you belive in yourself:I believe I'm real. If that's what you mean. I mean I"m not imaginary like Santa.
Do you get Motion Sickness:Nope
Do you think you are Attractive:Oh yeah. I'm sex on a stick!
Are you a Health Freak:No way. I'm the exact opposite of a Health Freak.
Do you get along with your Parents:My mom
Do you like Thunderstorms:NO! Becaus then I can't use my precious, precious electronics.
Do you play an Instrument:No... *cries* I'm so untalented
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:nope! Yes I'm actually Sober! Crazy enough.
In the past month have you Smoked:Wasn't this question already asked?
In the past month have you been on Drugs:...Ya know this is starting to look like a job application.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yeah.... stupid Christmas Shoping. EVIL
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No. The cookies taste better
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:No actually. I like it more in the Summer.
In the past month have you been on Stage:The stage in my mind.
In the past month have you been Dumped:Nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:If you want to freeze to death and become a nakey popcicle
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:Yeah... I just laugh a lot.
Ever been called a Tease:No. Just crazy.
Ever been Beaten up:No way. I kick A$$!
Ever Shoplifted:No
How do you want to Die:Super Dramtically. Like trying to save the world from some evil docter but unable to take him out without killing myself too. So I'll be like HA! I"m taking you with meeeeeeee!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:I'm grown. But I'd like to be a writer.
What country would you most like to Visit:JAPAN!!!! That place is god.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:anything but blue
Favourite Hair Color:anything but blonde
Short or Long Hair:OMG anyone who knows me... LONG HAIR!!! I love it. I want to cuddle it. Screw the guy! I just want his hair!
Height:I like 'em tall. So at least 5'7
Weight:I like 'em skiny. Like a boney and stuff. Someone once told me I should just date a skeleton and plop a wig on his head cuz I like them pale as hell too.
Best Clothing Style:ME? I go all over the place. I think people call my style Japanese School Girl
Number of Drugs I have taken:NONE I TOLD YOU!!!!!
Number of CDs I own:Too many to count prolly under 50 though.
Number of Piercings:Two
Number of Tattoos:0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:I REGRET NOTHING!!!!!!!!

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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Life: I'm kicking myself again... [23 Nov 2005|09:42pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I don't know what the heck is wrong with me... *sigh and flops* I'm just being mean to me again as usual, if that makes any sence to anyone. O_o! I'm all depressed about my writting again. I don't think I'm good enough or good at it at all anymore. ermf... Every single time I get back into it I always, always throw such a huge fit. Everything is always the same with me and there are just so many times when I wish I really could be confident and sure of myself for at least just one moment. I'm always hesitating, always thinking I've failed before I even have started at all. I don't know why I keep trying... I'm just going to do the same thing I always do to myself. I guess I'm getting tired of it. I keep reaching and yet at the same time I keep steping back. -_-! I'm so stupid. And then I get bent out of shape when I catch myself doing it like always. Then I just get all depressed about me being stupid. *sighs* I'll just have to wait for it to pass... wait until sanity settles in my lap a bit more and hope I can continue with writing even though I know I'll be doing this same thing again a week from now. *shrugs and shakes head*

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Life: Scissor Happy! [23 Nov 2005|12:38am]
[ mood | Stupid! Stupid! ]

Ahh! I did it again! I got waaaay to scissor happy and choped up all my hair. Whaaa! I don't know what the heck is wrong with me but sometimes I just get this urge to CHOP CHOP! So my hair is the shortest it has ever been. It's like a boy's haircut! O_o! I'm not too happy with it either. It makes me look like I'm 12 years old! I look like such a kid! The image that comes to mind the most is Yuffie from FF7. Not that she looked bad in her hair but on me... um no. *sighs* Oh well it'll grow back... I'll just dodge mirrors for the next few months and all will go well...

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Fanfiction News: Necklace of Fear [18 Nov 2005|08:35pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Yay! I actually got Chapter 2 out this weekend! I feel so happy! ^_^! That's actually pretty good for me since I have a bad habit of never updating! And to top it all off I got a head start on the next chapter with the outline already done. So as of right now I'm 10% done! Yippy!

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Fanfiction News: Necklace of Fear [16 Nov 2005|07:57pm]
[ mood | I'm working! I'm working! ]

Hello there peoples. Yeah I know chapter two should have been out by now but I ran into so many problems, it was crazy! As of right now I'm 65% of the way done! So it should be out very, very soon. I just have to finish up one last scene and make a quick edit of it. I would probably been done with it by now since I just had a couple days off but I was in the middle of remodling my only bathroom... so yeah I kinda had to finish that or else I'd be peeing in the woods. ^_~! *is covered in tile-grout right now* So hey I'm going to get on it really soon. My goal is to throw it out this weekend but saddly I hardly ever reach those goals... But maybe this time I'll acomplish it. *keeps fingers crossed*

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Ouchy [06 Nov 2005|11:11pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Ermf. My arm is killing me again... so I guess I have to lay off the computer. Which really sucks because I have SO many projects I want to work on. I'm so behind!

On another note... People just make me so MAD. Ahh! So I get out of work and I glance over across the street and this house is absolutly covered in flames! There's this guy that's screaming for help and keeps trying to get inside and I look to see if there's like a fire truck or whatever. There wasn't and I'm like okay... so why doesn't someone call 911? Ya know there were actually people stairing doing absolutly nothing and cars driving by not even stoping! Can you believe that?! I was so pissed off. What the heck is wrong with people?! I mean I don't expect them to try and jump in the house and do a rescue but c'mon at least call people who can. So I called 911 since everyone else is like too stupid or retarded to do so. It just makes me so crazy! I mean c'mon that guy obviously needed help, so please help him. Wouldn't you want the same done for you? Grr! Those idiots. I felt like tackling them all to the ground and pulling out their hair. Geeze!

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AHH Where does time go?! [01 Nov 2005|02:32am]
[ mood | Ahh! ]

Ahhh! Again! Heh. I'm running around like a crazy with TOO much to do! I am going to start writing in a second but I NEED some free time! Is it just me or am I talking crazy talk when I say I think time is mysteriously going faster. I swear! I look up and it's like next Tuesday and I'm like AHHH What the hell happened?! Time just needs to just cut it out! I need a day off from work... *flops over in a busy mess*

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Bweh! [30 Oct 2005|03:16am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Ahhh! I did all kinda of searching today to try and find some nifty pics for the site I've been working on but alas I couldn't find any. Oh well. I have so much to do and didn't accomplish anything! I guess I'll go work on things tomorrow...

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First One [29 Oct 2005|01:36am]
[ mood | mellow ]

Cool beans. This is my first entry... Never really had one of these before but I probably should considering how much I rant all the time. Oh well let's see how this works out.

~Raven

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