Yay! I finally accomplished some things for a change! Check out the new links I added *points above*. I made a new website dedicated to my most obsessed over couple of all time: AlbelxNel! ^_^!! I'm so happy it's on it's way to grow up and be a big little sitey. Also I added in the link to my deviantART page. Although I don't have any hand drawn stuff up I have all my little photo-manipulations hanging around there. So happy-happy for a change. EEEEEE! *sqees with excitement*
Okay so I'm still writing it. I got 3 pages done today (since I threw out that one paragraph). So I think that's a lot of progesss. I'm thinking it'll be around 10 pages when finished so I still have a ways to go. So total complete is around 25% since editing still needs to be done. I'm working on it but Christmas is evil considering I spent my ENTIRE day at the mall and I'm still not done with shoping! Anyways, again, I should go much faster once it's all over and done with past the first of the year and stuff. But I still need time. Maybe another week or two?
*Sigh* Here we go... I've just been swamped with work. I totally forgot about the holiday season when I said I'd update on the 19th! What was I thinking?! x_x! I got maybe a paragraph done and I'm thinking about throwing it out besides. Geeze. I'm gonna have to give it a couple extra weeks at least. Sorry guys. Although on the plus side for Alnel fans I did manage to finally finish that site layout with the two of them cuddling for a albelxnel page I'm in the middle of making. Whew! That thing took so long to color I'm gonna die but it looks really nice. I'm at least pleased with that. And if you do read this and my fanfic please feel free to scream at me or comment in any way to me. I know you want to talk with me. Whaaaa I'm so lonely. lol.
I don't know what the heck is wrong with me... *sigh and flops* I'm just being mean to me again as usual, if that makes any sence to anyone. O_o! I'm all depressed about my writting again. I don't think I'm good enough or good at it at all anymore. ermf... Every single time I get back into it I always, always throw such a huge fit. Everything is always the same with me and there are just so many times when I wish I really could be confident and sure of myself for at least just one moment. I'm always hesitating, always thinking I've failed before I even have started at all. I don't know why I keep trying... I'm just going to do the same thing I always do to myself. I guess I'm getting tired of it. I keep reaching and yet at the same time I keep steping back. -_-! I'm so stupid. And then I get bent out of shape when I catch myself doing it like always. Then I just get all depressed about me being stupid. *sighs* I'll just have to wait for it to pass... wait until sanity settles in my lap a bit more and hope I can continue with writing even though I know I'll be doing this same thing again a week from now. *shrugs and shakes head*
Ahh! I did it again! I got waaaay to scissor happy and choped up all my hair. Whaaa! I don't know what the heck is wrong with me but sometimes I just get this urge to CHOP CHOP! So my hair is the shortest it has ever been. It's like a boy's haircut! O_o! I'm not too happy with it either. It makes me look like I'm 12 years old! I look like such a kid! The image that comes to mind the most is Yuffie from FF7. Not that she looked bad in her hair but on me... um no. *sighs* Oh well it'll grow back... I'll just dodge mirrors for the next few months and all will go well...
Yay! I actually got Chapter 2 out this weekend! I feel so happy! ^_^! That's actually pretty good for me since I have a bad habit of never updating! And to top it all off I got a head start on the next chapter with the outline already done. So as of right now I'm 10% done! Yippy!
Hello there peoples. Yeah I know chapter two should have been out by now but I ran into so many problems, it was crazy! As of right now I'm 65% of the way done! So it should be out very, very soon. I just have to finish up one last scene and make a quick edit of it. I would probably been done with it by now since I just had a couple days off but I was in the middle of remodling my only bathroom... so yeah I kinda had to finish that or else I'd be peeing in the woods. ^_~! *is covered in tile-grout right now* So hey I'm going to get on it really soon. My goal is to throw it out this weekend but saddly I hardly ever reach those goals... But maybe this time I'll acomplish it. *keeps fingers crossed*
Ermf. My arm is killing me again... so I guess I have to lay off the computer. Which really sucks because I have SO many projects I want to work on. I'm so behind!
On another note... People just make me so MAD. Ahh! So I get out of work and I glance over across the street and this house is absolutly covered in flames! There's this guy that's screaming for help and keeps trying to get inside and I look to see if there's like a fire truck or whatever. There wasn't and I'm like okay... so why doesn't someone call 911? Ya know there were actually people stairing doing absolutly nothing and cars driving by not even stoping! Can you believe that?! I was so pissed off. What the heck is wrong with people?! I mean I don't expect them to try and jump in the house and do a rescue but c'mon at least call people who can. So I called 911 since everyone else is like too stupid or retarded to do so. It just makes me so crazy! I mean c'mon that guy obviously needed help, so please help him. Wouldn't you want the same done for you? Grr! Those idiots. I felt like tackling them all to the ground and pulling out their hair. Geeze!
Ahhh! Again! Heh. I'm running around like a crazy with TOO much to do! I am going to start writing in a second but I NEED some free time! Is it just me or am I talking crazy talk when I say I think time is mysteriously going faster. I swear! I look up and it's like next Tuesday and I'm like AHHH What the hell happened?! Time just needs to just cut it out! I need a day off from work... *flops over in a busy mess*
Ahhh! I did all kinda of searching today to try and find some nifty pics for the site I've been working on but alas I couldn't find any. Oh well. I have so much to do and didn't accomplish anything! I guess I'll go work on things tomorrow...